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I can feel you, pressed against my chest,
in that pretty dress. makes me smile.
I'm a bitter boy, with eyes like voids,
'till there you are . Is that a hint of joy?
I called to you. did my very best.
you passed the test and left me behind.
I can feel you, deep inside my chest
with that pang of rest. makes me smile.
I'm a simple boy, parachute deployed.
and there you are with those eyes for toys
I'm all for you, through my labored breaths
and foreboding sense of your goodbye.
I can feel you, pressed against my chest,
a memory at best in that pretty dress.
makes me smile.
Makes me smile.
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Steal My Feelings
03:31
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I find fireworks when eyes collide.
The world's so ever pulling.
These gorgeous lights
stay in my sight
though darkness keeps returning.
There's comfort in this side by side
so rare to me occuring.
So simply right, my heart's delight
surprised by the smiles forming.
Take me home and stroke my hair.
Find me comfort and lay me there.
Put me under your fine stare,
oh I'm wantin' for you.
What's the switch from this to kiss,
to hold you, call you "darling?"
Those grandest rights,
oh what's the price
to satiate this longing?
I shall abide as you decide,
my love has practice hiding.
But leave me not
to pine and rot
and love I'll keep supplying.
Take me home and stroke my hair.
Find me comfort and lay me there.
Put me under your fine stare,
oh I'm wantin' for you.
I won't surprise at this demise
so simple in its coming.
These lonely nights
I feel so slight
though life could be recurring
if you'd
Take me out and make me shout,
steal my feelings all made to pout.
Put me under your bright shinin' cloud
oh I'm wanting for you.
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Build a Pile
02:50
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I'm pulled to one
but to me comes
imposter dressed as olden fun
and that's the one that
pulls the gun
and leaves my face a mirror.
I've got my dream
a golden being
locked behind a lover's gleam
but that's the one
for whom I preen
and see behind my mirror.
and down which road
now should I go?
Oh pass me by, I'd rather float
for that's the one
that makes me choke
alone before my mirror.
To hear your name-
I've held the same
I killed her, I deserved more than blame
and that's the one
whom I would lead astray
to damn that me in mirror.
There's the smile
been lost for awhile
replaced and now pretending guile
and that's the one
that builds a pile
of shards once were a mirror.
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Piano Child
01:01
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She's Gonna Leave
04:07
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She came in on the evening train
and stepped up, right to me.
Her hair so curled, her eyes so bright.
A stranger I believed.
She took my hand and knew my name.
She told me of the seas
and gently called my crumbling walls
to lay down in in the street.
The train pulled off, her knees went weak,
she clutched her arms to me.
I stroked her hair, I kissed her head
and I thought on destiny.
She's gonna leave. She's gonna leave.
She's gonna leave. She's gonna leave.
She had a bed but not for long.
She turned so quick to me.
Those gemstone eyes got so surprised
as she found her speach too free.
But I laughed my eyes, I kissed her hand
and smiled so big did she.
I said, "My dear, that's quite okay,
I feel the same relief."
We walked the world in search of seams
to keep her close to me.
Some broken sides we had to push aside
lookin' for those gems and dreams.
She's gonna leave.
She's gonna leave. She's gonna leave.
She's gonna leave.
Against her eyes there were no lies,
I was dyin' to tell the truth.
The way I'd shine there by her side
completely satisfied
my every dream above fall leaves.
I love her next to me.
When them gemstone eyes
come say goodbye
I'll sing across the seas.
She's gonna leave.
She's gonna leave. She's gonna leave.
She's gonna leave.
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Falling and Rising Away
07:12
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Skies deep and dark
watch the stars
falling like glass
burnin' straight for a heart,
shinin' so bright
as I fly and depart
while the flames burn this all to the ground
and kiss at the sky with the
black greasy clouds in your eyes.
Ground grey and down at the start,
floating like ash
toward a poisonous marsh.
Wash me away-
I taste bitter and harsh.
I remain though I make not a sound as I
scream at your side
with these weak weary words of demise.
For yes (dear), I am soon to die.
And I'd love to,
won't ask you,
to stand by my side.
O'er me, I won't have you cry
underneath as I rise up to fly
into
skies deep and dark
where the stars
tear into me and my heart
built of shards
glued back together
like a piece of your art
while the fools put their eyes to the ground
and I say goodbye to the
black greasy cloud of my sighs.
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Sixteen Tons
02:29
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Whistle
00:31
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On Mirrors, ii
04:32
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You found the spot
where your head comes, cloudy,
to block the light
wraps 'round your body
but woven in, so deep within,
these threads of mirrored motifs
that show you only truth and lies
but never nothin' real -
Transgressions past
and yet to come,
all dull good you've ever done,
and all you hope to brighten.
I see how you cross your arms and
stare at the ground.
Under your button nose, wear a frown.
Over your glasses,
ain't your brow
so furrowed.
Take your leave. Stay gone awhile,
cryin' to find this one makes you smile.
Let your hair down my dear little child,
don't make your brow
so furrowed.
But keep this spot
where the heart starts pounding
and ponders right and flags and flound'ring.
Reflecting him, so keen to win
when hung in halls of legend,
they show you only
your own eyes -never nothin' made of steel.
Revise the past
and worse to come.
Pull your hood, begin to run.
Your eyes have come to frighten.
Still there you are wanderin' round.
Chestnut waves so tightly bound
above eyes to save all this that you've found
that fills your head with sorrow.
So cross your legs as you
drop to the ground.
Shadowed in lace,
hang your head down
with your brow
so furrowed.
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Such Pretty Dreams
04:22
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Incompetence gains another day.
Alive I need reasons to stay.
Oh Momma, won't you take a needle
twenty years ago or so.
There ain't nothin' good to feel
in this heart so broken and terror filled.
Oh my bones are just as empty
as all my little hopes.
Courageous acts are not my way;
a simple task's enough today when I'm
feeling in my head belittled
every way I go.
Don't have nothin' worth to hear,
just every sound a senseless tear.
Oh my hopes are just as empty
as all my little notes.
"Someday," they say, "it'll be okay."
But from here I watch their houses blaze
and I can't say I want these warming sins.
Just lay me in that deathbed there
where all my dreams are seen so clear
so I can learn to smile there as I dim.
Every turn within this maze
I've seen and studied in my gaze
and I find all the answers
though with shadows over form.
I try my best to taste a cheer
but still the devil, he comes to leer
at my bones, still just as empty
as all my little hopes.
"Someday," they say, "it'll be okay."
But from here I watch their houses blaze
and I can't say I want these warming sins.
Just lay me in that deathbed there
where all my dreams are seen so clear
so I can learn to smile there as I dim.
But I can't learn to smile on a whim.
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Montgomery Park
00:23
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A Lullaby for Weary Eyes
02:09
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Life seems so short
when the day closes down
the pretty youth lives pass you by.
Your meanings ignored.
Fear you’ve felt before.
Turn the sheet, climb on in,
and then hope you will rise up again.
Life seems so short
when the day closes down
with your eyes so deep down in your head.
Now why won’t the blue stay inside your irises,
why your eyes so often red?
the blue velvet night skies
can heal you ’till sun cries
then maybe hope, ‘rise up again.’
Turn the sheet, climb on in.
maybe hope you will rise up again.
And then hope you will rise up again.
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Raise Me from the Ground
03:51
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All that falls from this pen
are words of looming death.
They read like smiles
and taste like dread.
Oh Lord, it seems so tense,
this hardness in my chest
that steals my smiles
and blocks my breath.
Filling up my darkened head,
clouds of grey composed of lead.
I’m still a child-
like lightning bent.
Raise me from the ground! All I can taste is
vinegar and war and human waste.
There’s lines between them and you and he
Ignoring me.
Oh those colors must be beautiful to see.
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